Soup Is Love

I am get the glad feel when make the soup. I like to search for the good things for put in soup and so much is taste yum in broth. Grammy teach me all the ways for make soup so when I am do them now I am also member Grammy too. Even just plan the soup is give me glad feel and when I am chop things and add them in a pot I have the good think of my friends when they are eat it. I like the think of they belly full and warm from soup of Sam and is make the world a little better maybe for my friends. Also soup is make just a little food last longer time so soup is smart too. But the most best glad feel is when I am serve the soup. I give good bits to all the bowls equal and add the broth too so is just right in the bowl. When I give my friends they bowl of soup I am also give them love in the cook of it. Grammy was say about the make of so good food is because a cook is glad to make the food and love is in the taste of it and I think is true. When Sam is sad or cross I never make the soup then because who is want to eat angry soup. I think nobody is who. But I never seen nobody not enjoy love soup. Everyone is full and happy after eat soup with love in it no matter what else is in the pot.

So Funny Horsie

When I am have the think I seen everything for seeing just then is I see something new. I was run around for the look of things and even find a fuel can at last. When I was run by Cormac I seen a animal so funny I never knew it was alive before. I was walk some closer for the near look of it and I seen my friend Freya was ride the funny big horsie. I was say hi Freya and she say hi Sam and I was ask then what is you funny horsie him look like a hill with legs. Freya say about him is a desert ship but I was not see a sail so I don't know the mean of it. Sometimes I am not understand the say of Freya so much. She say him name is Doon and he make a funny hum sound with him soft nose. I was reach out to pet him fur but then Doon was spit at me and slime my face but I was lucky wear goggles so ok.

Draw of Sam from ZTAR

I have the so good feel today when my mutant friend name ZTAR is come to see me. When she was here before we were say about my wall where is write on it from lots of people like a public wall. I seen some good draws that ZTAR make when I visit she mutant house and I was so amaze because she is the so good at draw things.

So I was jump around today when she take out charcoal stick and paper. She was say Sam you are have to sit still a little while for the good draw so I was sit still but it was hard. We were talk and talk too I like ZTAR she is nice and I like the hear about mutant things too. When she get the draw all done she say here is you picture Sam and it have the perfect look of me on the paper even blue hair. I was glad of it and my friend too so I make some paste with wheat like Grammy show me and I put the new picture of Sam on my wall for people see it and be amaze too.

Frank Hilltop

I seen a Brute today him is Frank Hilltop. I come home from run around look for things and there is Frank just look at my wall with the mean feel on him. I was think first he come to eat Curry but him was just stand for stare at my wall like wait for a snack. Him is one of the mean men who hurt them dead girls and I am not want to be like them. I had the fear but not let Frank smell it on me and I say mister you are at the wrong place now and him look at me and laugh like mean. Frank was say at me Sam I know about you and maybe I squish you sometime but for now somebody is like you a lot and they tell me don't hurt Sam. Him was look funny then like want to kill me but just puff him cigar and not kill me because I guess I don't know why. Then him is give a mean look and say Sam I am watch you now and I will be over you bed when you wake up sometime. I know he was just say mean at me for to give me the fear and maybe I get some fear too even but I don't say it.

Then my friend Flit was run by and she seen I was alone with the Brute and Flit come stand by me like the good friend for fight together. We were look mean Frank in him eye and say don't you try hurt us because we are hurt you back. People are say Frank Brute is so tough and scare you but him was not tough at me and Flit maybe because machete in us hands. Frank was say then ok Sam I got told to not hurt you so I am walk away now and him did walk away like a bitty rabbit scared from him own shadow. Maybe Frank is get told by Harvey to not hurt Sam or maybe Frank is hear about how Sam is kilt Ozgram in the neck. Alls I know is Frank was threaten me then walk away. I was think Brutes are mean men for all the fear about them but I guess Frank is on somebody leash now. My goat is more mean than the Frank Brute now. I am almost laugh at Frank now but also have the fear of wake up with the look of him face at me. I am not like the kill of things but sometimes a thing is need the killing. I hope Frank walk away like baby bunny is the last look of him I have ever.

Horror Look

I am feel so throwup after see the fighting. Sometimes I like the look of my friends have a fight at each other in the arena and they seem like have fun too so ok. But today was so grim look at it I was get the sad feel. They nice people hack and slay and hurt for fun I don't know why. What I just seen was two people kilt themselfs at the same time so nobody is win the fight and I had the think maybe every fight ever is like this one. Just dead is all that was happens and that is happen anyways so who cares I don't know. All the people watch the fight make hoot and yell at them kilt folks and a tin man was count down they death for points or something I don't know. I was have the horror think full in my head so just get up and run home. Why is mean a fun thing to see I am have a pain about it. I run home and sit with Jack and pet him nice stinky fur. I never seen Jack be mean at nothing.

My Friend Jack

Jack and me play in the sand today he is the so good dog. He show me tricks and I laugh and rub him belly. I am like to have a friend for the run around and look for things also he is keep good company when I am make a soup. He want them rat parts that are bad in soup I don't know why I guess because dog.

He is smell funny in him mouth and ears but I think is just regular dog smell so ok. He like when I scratch him chin too and between him eyes on him nose. It make him sneeze and I say bless you Jack and he is hold him paw out like say hello. I am laugh and laugh at him.

The one thing about have a dog though is step in him nasty sometimes he make it right at the front door I don't know why. I am not know how to tell Jack to do him nasty away from my house. Maybe I show him by do it myself in the right place outside and he is get the mean of it but I don't know.

I was so lucky find a basket not too broke and I make for Jack a nice bed under my hammock where he like to sleep. Also Jack has him special stick he like to get when I throw it so he is have it by him bed for play later. I like to watch Jack run in him sleep I wonder if he is chase or run away from it in him dream. Sometimes he sleep bark and scare Gerald and Barbara. I like Jack and like to have a friend for stay with me like family. I wisht Grammy could play with Jack she would be him friend too.

Dream of Hang There

Sometimes I am wonder what is go on in my own brain. The so funny dream was in the night I had the feel of dangle my feet and then I seen I was hang from the money bars. I was so glad feel when I seen the money bars by where is my house because even when Sam was a brat I like to hang and swing. Grammy was call me monkey girl sometimes because of climb on things like money bars. I miss Grammy.

But in my dream I was hang and hang there and all that was happen is funny sky colors. I had the think of why Sam are you hang here like nothing is funny about it and then I just hang there more. I member in the fort of Honcho Uno was the old pipe stick out from the wall and I could swing and flip and jump from it only rust hands was the bad thing. But in my dream I just hang and hang and think about why and things I can do but not do them just hang.

I was hang there all night in my dream on the money bars. Is so funny because in my dreams before was crazy talk and things on fire and dead girls and more I guess I don't know all of it. But this dream was just hang there and be still with some funny colors. It was only seem funny though after I was wake up. In my dream think is was nice and not even hurt my armpits.

Jack

I was go around for the find of useful things and there is nothing to find I guess. I run and run but nothing was around to take so I was walk home and then in my hear was a doggie bark. I follow the bark bark and then I seen the doggie he was so cute. He was lay by a pile of junk and when I get close I seen him little leg is wrap in spiky wires and he is not move from it.

I walk to him close and he sniff at my hand then lick my face too. I wiggle the wires so gentle for not hurt more the doggie and I make him free. He was happy doggie then and roll around and jump and bark I was so laugh at him and pet him belly too. Him was filthy dog and smell like ears and fried corn.

I clean him little hurt leg with water and give him a drink from my hand too. Then doggie is put him little paw on me like say thank you so I say you are welcome doggie and give him skritches.

Then I say goodbye doggie be careful the wire trap and I walk to back home but in my look back doggie is follow me. He was follow all the way to my house but stay back a little like secret follow but him was not a secret so I don't know. At my house I was play with him again he is so funny and put him paw out for Sam like nice to meet you.

When I go inside my house to find a dog snack he was follow me right inside and curl up under my hammock for the nap. He was tired I guess because him sleep and sleep there. I have the look of him sleepy face and watch him legs wiggle like run in dreams. I hope doggie is stay with Sam now for the have a friend. I will call him Jack.

Curry Is Live

I was make the soup today and I go outside because so hot and I get in my hear the sound of goat. I try to see where is the goat and follow it sound to the edge of Fissure where I seen my goat Curry still alive on the cliff. I was so amaze I was think he was ate but I guess he was just go for a walk. The so worry part is Curry stand on a tiny bit of rock on the big cliff where think of fall into Fissure is make me dizzy. I yell at Curry stay there and don't kick around and I get some ropes and go the cliff above where is the goat. All I am say about get him is I was throwup after from get the fear of fall and die. Curry was so thin and I bring him back to him goat fort he was not even kick me. He was not cross too maybe the think of fall and die is make him a nice goat now. I am so glad of have my friend back I cry and pet him and we have the good feel about home together.

Funny Bad Luck

Morning Think

I was wake up so before sun comes up and I went out for have the look of Fissure. It was quiet and still air but also I seen dust in the far away. The sky was big over me and I was feel so small. I seen buzzard swoop down and up and wisht I took my pipe rifle outside but I was not feel like shoot things really. Most of all was the quiet I like to hear the sound of nothing is one of my feel good sounds like oven door and horsey nay and rain hit the flat rock. I close my eyes and hold so still and have a think about everything is fall apart and mean in the world but still is good to be here I wonder why. Everything is get old and stop working good like rusty machines and Grammy and everything in the world I guess even Sam too. I don't feel old and fall apart yet but sometime I will and that is just that. I was try to member enjoy the all around me now because everything is already broke and dead in the tomorrow. I was open my eyes when I have the hear of dog bark in the far away he sound like a good dog.

Hurt and Pretty

I am miss Curry so much I have a pain about it. My poor goat is in somebody belly now and I miss him even him kick me I miss. I was feel like cry again so I get my gear to go for the run around so I run around. I find some tape but mostly just run and run to forget the sad of it.

And when I get back to my house just by my wall I seen a cactus. Them are use in the cure of Rust Mouth sick and even Pigman Trader is want them but them are sharp and hurt me so is a bad plant too. I was have a look at them sharp spikes and seen the sun go down light was make the spikes glow so pretty. But touch the pretty and you get a bleed so bad.

I guess I was stand for the long time and watch sun go down and still look at the glow spikes and my wall pictures too. I was think the cactus is like a little picture of how is things here because some good from it sometimes and also bad hurt from it too. And if you have the look of them just right is so glamour it make you stop and have a good feel.