Funny Bird

My feets walk me to where is some mountains and I have the careful look of so far down. I was just stand have the smell of air and the hear nothing. Then in the far away I seen a big bird was fly so funny not like a buzzard. Him wings flap fast and him fly was jump all around not a slow line like them buzzards. I watch the funny bird make him crazy fly all around them mountains.

The bird was fly close for have the look of me and I get the hear of him tiny voice like click click in my ear. I seen the bird got no feathers too was look naked and him wings was like leather. Him face was more the look of rat have them big ears and got no beak. I guess I am walk so far even them birds are different. 

House Bones

My walk around is good for find new places but I was not find much salvage things there. I see a big stone village in the sands stick out like some body bury it. I have nothing in my hear so I go for a see of it. I am not even know what I am look for there but I got no nother plan I guess. 

Like every place it was broke all up and just junk was around. Some them big stone houses was so high I was wonder why they not fall down. Every thing else was.

I stand so still and look at them broke places. I was wonder if them get some thing crash into them or was they fall apart from insides. Is all broke now so I guess is not matter much.

I member when I be a slave there was a pile of dead folks Honcho Uno leave rot in the sun for scare every body else. I seen they skins get tight and bones poke out like them broke places here. Just some old bones now nothing left.

I find a place for sit down a while so I sit down a while. I don't know why I was not tired for walk so far not even my feets was yell at me about stop you walk Sam. I guess my whole self was need to go walk around. I eat some bacons then decide for walk more.

Empty Place

I was walk walk more and find a place was no body around. I seen some rats run along walls but even them was make no sounds. I quiet walk on a road and think of all them yesterday folks have they happy lifes here. I seen rooms and rooms up in them tall houses but no folks was inside just air and rats I guess. The empty of it was feel good in my brains.

I have a think of all them peoples was live around now is go some nother place like be dead or take they family away from here. I think of the so hard decide about where is you go next when every thing is broke and gone. I get the sad feel for them folks not know what they do. I was stand the long time in the empty and stare down them roads for not know what I am do too.  

Some New Place

I walk and walk and walk just look at them things around. I eat some flatbreads and bacon and walk walk more more. I was go so far I seen new places I was not know is there. I seen no folks around through just them broke places where folks was the long time ago.

Some times I get the look of nothing there just plants grow and nice lands. It was feel like always was the nice place there just I never went look for it. I seen wheat for make flatbreads just grow right there so I take some in my bag. I was breathe better in them no folks places.

But mostly in my look was broke stuff like every where else. Things was wreck by the what ever was wreck every thing I don't know. It was feel dead like them long ago folks is want you be quiet there.

Even was a place for kids come play there and I think of Nia and Panpot come swing and slide and have they fun. I have a think of they house so full of yell and laugh and they family is for real they family not just some folks live near. I was wonder what they life is like when every thing is unbroke.

But I never seen no place was not broke even them places I never seen before. Nothing is work right. Nothing is every where. I miss them folks I know but also was be alone nice because was just me and my think it no distract by every thing. 

I try for imagine every place is clean and all them things around work good. I am not even know what that is look like but my think is it must be better than this. 

Walk On Some Sand

I decide for start my long walk in the place name of Cormac. Them yellow sands is where so old places are on some cliffs and caves. I come to Cormac so much when I was first become here for it be so quiet just them winds blow.

I have the look all around was things got broke and just they bones is left. I have a think of maybe every thing is break some time and there is no way of stop it break so only you can just say ok. 

Them winds blow sting my face with they grits but my thick robe and scarf was keep most of sands out. Mister Dirty hang on my belt for the walk and him was happy for them dirts hit him. I think him is like them hens lay in dirts for they get clean. Him name is Dirty so is make sense I guess. 

I climb to where is them dead girls I know once. They are have the so high nice look at all them sands from above is like be in a cloud. Even people are break and they bones is all of them left. I guess every body is fall apart some time.   

I walk and walk and then was a bridge got broke and I was not walk no more that way. I have the far away look of the bridge in Rot and laugh about two broke bridges in my look at one time. Maybe is not real funny but I was laugh some. I think about jump for the nother side but I decide for not go there if maybe I am fall and be dead for it. 

I stand look at the broke bridge for the so long time just have a think about why is it broke. Maybe some sand hippo was try for cross and them beams was snap for him be so fat on it. Maybe a big wind just rip out the bridge middle. Maybe was just a bad bridge. I guess I am not know the why of it break but it sure was broke so I go the nother way.

So Quiet Mel

I get out all my go far away gear for take the long walk. My feets need the walk around because at home I was just go from one wall to the nother and go back again. I have the think of ask Mister Itch if him feed Jack for me when I am gone so I go to him house but Itch was gone and him sister Mel was there cook some nice rats.

I was smile and Mel was smile and I say them rats have the so good smell and Mel nod at me like yes. Then I ask if is Mister Itch home but Mel shake she head like no and just cook she rats. I wonder then if I ever hear the voice of Mel and my think is maybe not. 

I stand with Mel and we were not talk at each other just hear them sounds of around like bugs make they buzz and birds yell in some trees and them winds do the low moan from blow through Fissure. I guess I never heard them things because folks is always talk they talk instead of listen together. 

I decide for ask Mel for she ask Itch if him is feed Jack and Mel nod she nod like yes again and keep on cook she rats. I am not know why is she poke at them rat body my Grammy say leave them cook good on the one side and turn them meats just once. I get the think of maybe Mel be nervous and not talk much for it and poke them rats for not know what else is she do. I am get so nervous sometimes when I am around new folks and my tongue is not work right and my heart is beat in my insides like be afraid of every thing. Maybe Mel is get them panic feels too she face was look like something on she mind but she mouth was not talk about it. So I smile at Mel say thank you and wave and turn for go on my walk.

Need It Bath

Marko was go and I have a think about have a bath. Was so long since I get in them waters Grammy say a girl is need a bath once every moon even if she is not need it. But I think now is I need it so I go to the under undersand place where is them brown water leaks and I sink into my wash tub. I stare at them fires from the torch and watch the glow bug who live there fly all around. Tomorrow I am decide for go on a long walk. I am stay around here for the so long time and maybe other places is good for me be there. I stay in them waters until my hands and feets look like old lady skins. 

Carry Around

Marko come over my house for say hi Sam so he say hi Sam and I say hi Marko. I like him big nice face and him scruff chin. My friend Marko always was be the so strong for me when was we slaves of Honcho Uno and still is he my so big good friend. Marko say about Sam get on my back I am walk you around like when you was a brat and I say yes please Marko and jump at him.

Him walk me to where is the house of Itch and Mel and I was relief feel about no big sass monster on they roof this time. When was I so young I climb all over Marko and him hold me out on him big arm and not even notice the weight of a girl in him one hand. Always is Marko make me laugh and good feel.

I hold him big neck and Marko walk all around just go no wheres with a girl on him back. I cover him eyes and him make a monster sound but is just play monster and I so laugh at it. I was need a walk around but I got them weak feets I guess. Marko is there for be my feets sometimes and I kiss him big sweat neck for it. 

Dream of Monster

I was not have no dream for the long time but I have one so weird was make up for all them not dream nights. I dream of go see my friends Mister Itch and him quiet sister Mel but when I get to they house them was gone but a giant monster was on they roof. I just stare at it from the ground and them monster eyes was stare back at me. Then I hear the voice of it so low like put you head in a barrel was say Sam if you are not put me down I am eat you up. I was not know the mean of him say I was not have him in my hand for put him down so I say how am I put you down and the monster laugh at me say about am I have to think of everything around here. 

Inside Sink

I am so scramble insides for what I have the look of today. I got the so sad feel of it but also is I understand the why. Is not make me feel better for know it but ok.

I was go around try for find useful things and I have the far away look of Nick and Masaka sit together. They close sit like so good friends more close than Nick is sit with me now. I was get the think of maybe just they clothes is caught together but then I have the look of they hands stuck together too. Nick was smile him nice smile with him shirt open at her and Masaka smile back so much and bat she eyelash at him. 

I hide in a bush for get the close look I don't know why was I even do that. I watch and watch they nice talk at each other and be happy together. I get the feel of all my insides slide down to in my feets and I was shake like be cold but was a warm day. In my think was go slap somebody but I did not go slap nobody.

Then I have the know of why was Nick go be with Masaka is because I am not ever really him girl. Them nice times we had is him do with the nother person now. I have the be so dumb feel about it. But I was some glad for Nick be happy I guess.

I am so many feels I get tired just for feel them. I know is never be the same now like lose a key for you so good door. I am not blame Nick or Masaka. I will give them the smile face when they around for they be happy not sad from my sad. I am not talk about my hurts with nobody just write it here for I member it but I even don't know why I want that. I shut my look and wisht for them clouds take me away.

Nick Is Eat Anything

I have the look of my I don't know fish soup when them simmers was done and the soup was funny. My stock was get dark like some water from a bath and them fish meats get white and like string. I have the taste of it and was maybe taste like string too. 

Then I have the hear of my friend Nick was come to say hi Sam so I say hi Nick and he say hi Sam. I tell about make some new soup and him eyes get big like want some. Also was him shirt open.

We go in my house and I put some soup and a glamour flower on my table and say Nick here is you lunch I hope you are enjoy it. I seen him eyes see my soup and maybe was some worried about the look of string meat in it. But then was him face smile and sit down on my couch with him shirt open.

We taste the soup and maybe it was not look so good and them meats was squeak when them get chewed but Nick was smile and say about thank you Sam so I guess it was not give him the throwup feel so much.

When Nick finish him bowl I get the nother one and him eat it all too. I was not like the squeak of them fish meats but my broth was ok so I eat it. Then Nick ask for eat my fish meats and I smile for him like to eat anything. 

Then on my couch Nick was sit back and say ah and smile. I was smile too and have the feel of maybe them fish meats was flip around inside my belly. I was try hard for not have the look of him nice arms but I did.

I get the so good feel for sit in my house and make a soup for my friend. I am glad for not feel like hide in them darks now. So much is ok for Sam and I am try for member that more now. 

Then was me and Nick have a talk about all them things around and folks we know. Everyone is still look for the mean man Briel was shoot a boy in him arm. Nick say about maybe him have a plan for get Briel and I ask what is it and Nick was just smile with him shirt off.

I Don't Know Fish

I have the look of my kitchen and seen where is my soup pot just hang there over them fires without no soup in it. I have been hide in some dark so long but I decide for make a soup because I am good at the do of it. I then was go to the badmouth food trader is always talk him nasty talk at me. But I trade some things I was not need and him offer me some funny I don't know parts of fish. So I take thems for make fish soup. 

I make a stock of some onion and crush beetle and some green fungus for the good taste of it. I add too some whatisit meat. Then I put them fish parts on top for let them tastes mix and simmer. I am go find someone who will eat some soup with me. Grammy was say always give some you soup to someone who is not expect it.