Why

I was thinking why again. I never hurt nobody or at least I try not to. I don’t take what belongs to somebody and I never cheat also. And so I still have the headpains and the bloody nose anyway and I wonder why. Also will it ever stop or is it just a forever hurting. I’m mostly alone and so tired sometimes. I went to the bridge to see if the fast air there would help clear my nose. I was laughing sometimes at how silly is hurting. What is if for I don’t know.

Headpains Are Back

The first day of no fog since I don’t know and I get the so terrible headpain back. I was getting ready to run and look at things but then it was like someone hit me on the skull. And bloody nose too. I guess I sat for most of the morning making pain sounds and trying to think I was something else. Mostly my seeing was blur so I held my eyes closed and sometimes I hear pop like from a fire but only in my head. Then just so hurting I guess I went asleep some. I woke up in the hot sun and had to go into the tunnel for cool. I thought about flatbread but never ate none mostly I sat and was headpain. I member out loud I said why do I have to be the hurting one on the nice day and I still wonder it. I don’t know of anybody else who had to miss the nice day because of some headpains just Sam has that. Maybe Papa Sky didn’t like the headphones I don’t know. Maybe I just been hit hard too many times and my head is broke. I wisht someone had some thinking glue.

The Plate

I was thinking again how I would run by the story on the wall so much but never stop to see it close. I guess when I was thinking it I also saw the big plate somebody made on a hill. I can see it from lots of places it is so big. But I only ever seen it in the far away so I went to look up close. Everything was fog so what else was there to do.

The big plate is on tall legs and the whole thing is metal. It is so funny to make a giant plate on a hill and too it is sideways so how can you even eat from it. I think it isn’t a plate it just looks like one but I don’t know. There was a nice place to sit on the inside of the plate and the sound was so funny. It seemed like a place you could have a nice talk with someone you like if there was no rain.

In the middle of the plate is a tower on a funny lean so I had to climb it. It was slick from fog but I sat at the top and looked out at the blurry. Now if someone was out and seen the big plate in their far away I would be sitting on it right then. I waved to them in case but it was hard to see.

I was sort of scared to climb back down but I couldn’t think of another way.

Still So Fog

What is the thing about so fog I don’t know. I went to a new place where the big water meets the sand and the sand had bugs. There was funny stuff in the water and good places to hide and live but I seen nobody there. I like the water sound when it hits rocks and the birds are like singing sometimes. Even more funny in so fog too. I hope Brenda can come look at bugs with me there soon. Maybe even Flippy would like to chase a stick in the water if he even chases sticks I don’t know. I guess I wisht somebody could look at bugs with me.

Wall Story

Again today was the so fog. I started to like the way it keeps everything wet so you can lick the leaves and rocks for water. I don’t like to not see what is right ahead when I run because it could be mean boys or kidnappers or even I don’t know. That’s why I like to see ahead and it is bad in the so fog. But if you are still and looking or thinking the fog is nice to see I guess. Since I only could look up close at things I saw where a wall was painted with a story. I seen this wall nearly every day since I became here but I never seen it in the up close until today.

So there is the wall and on it is a nice tree that grows in the middle. I guess you could climb the tree and have fun or just sit under and look up at the clouds if you want. On the one side is a black bird that must be so cross and noisy because it is by itself away from the other black birds in the far away. I think he is a bad bird I guess.

Then in the bottom part is the two people. They are both hunchy like William and Grammy from being old. The old lady is looking down maybe at her sore feet. The old man is looking at the old lady but he also is holding her wrists like a funny dance. The man might be trying to take the bag that the lady has but I think she is a tough old lady so good luck mister. It could be also that just a bird messed in the old lady’s hair and the man is nice and getting it out for her. I guess the nice thing about wall stories is you don’t know what is the real thing so you have to guess at it some. I need to look at things more closer.

Still More Fog

I’m wondering what is going on with the so fog all the time. Today again all fog. I ran to The Cape today just to see and they are having a stormy day so why is Rot all fog I don’t know.

Maybe the way the cliffs are make a trap for fog and it can’t get out. I don’t know. I didn’t see Brenda or William all day again if they are even here any more.

I didn’t see nobody today except one girl who looked like she wanted boyfriends so I stayed away. Who wants boys when there is so fog anyway.

More Fog

It was even fog when the sun went down. Who even heard of so fog like this.

Fog

I woke up and it was so fog outside. Everything is quiet when it is fog and not even the cinder beetles make clicks then. It is so still and fuzzy that I don’t like to go running so I stayed in the theater and just tried to be quiet too.

I walked out to look at the bridge and there it was still but I also went to see at Brenda’s cave. Nobody was around but they can smell me before I seen them so I don’t know are they hiding or not there. I heard a big black bird make loud caw caw but I never seen him and then he stopped so back to quiet.

I guess the fog made me wander out some and soon I was out in Cormac where the Buryhead Buzzard is at. I like the sand there so much I don’t know why but I do. It feels old there and like from a time when things were better and not so fog maybe.

I sat in the trader camp for a while but I seen nobody. The fire was on so maybe mister Digger was there but away when I sat there. I thought about Dan and how he talked last time I was here. I bet Dan isn’t scared of fog like Sam is a little.

Cloud Riding

Sometimes I wonder where the sky has just been. Clouds look like they go so far and fast sometimes I like to think about riding them. I guess if I go far enough I could see where Honcho Uno used to make us all work and live. Maybe I could go see if woolly marmot is real or not in the far away snow place and maybe I can spot Grammy if she is still alive. In a cloud too you can just hang in the air all day looking at sand and thinking not having to run and get food or find a good hide place from mean boys. And there is rain in a cloud for drinking and so soft like a new kitty is a cloud for sleeping when I am tired. I only wisht is was real sometimes.

Unpunished

I was so sorry about getting Brenda in trouble with her papa that I went for a long walk. I usually run but this was just walking. I didn’t cry but almost I wanted to because Brenda is so nice and I’m so blabby gabby is what Grammy used to say when someone is all talking too much. I walked all the way to Harvey's Bar in The Cape and watched the sun go down from the dock seeing the big water. I hope Brenda will be unpunished soon.

William

I went to see if Brenda was anywhere to tell about the funny plant lady but when I got to where she said her cave was there was William and not Brenda. He was an old boy kitty person with a hunchy back and stick to walk with. He must have smelt me coming because he was looking right at me even before I seen him.

I said hello mister kitty man and is it ok if Brenda comes to talk with me. William said who are you human girl and what do you want with my daughter. His teeth made the talk so funny but still I understand. I said I met Brenda the other day when you were gone and I guess I should have not said that because he seemed to get cross but hold it inside. He put on his cloak and said Brenda will not be able to come out for a week since she didn’t stay in the cave and has a human girl friend when he told her not to. I said mister I didn’t mean no harm and I just like to say hi don’t blame Brenda for me. I said sorry and walked away so sad. I wisht I’d kept my big blue mouth shut.

Plant Lady

Today I met a so funny lady who was on the road in the hot sun. At first I thought a bush grew in the road but when I get close I see it is a lady plant person or something. She was so still I was thinking she might be dead but then I seen her move and her pointy back branches twitch some. I said are you ok lady or whatever you are and I never heard her say back but I could see in her eye. I guess I thought what do sick plants like so held out my waterskin.

The plant lady took a few drinks. I said have it all if you want and then she was up on her feet like it was ok somehow. She was so tall and I don’t know I guess I was smelling like fear but I didn’t let her smell it on me like Grammy said to. But do plants smell I don't know. Mostly I was looking and looking at her funny plant parts. I asked if she was lost or if she wanted some flatbreads but she never said. I told that I met mutant and ghoul and mamimals but I never met a plant lady person before and how I thought her leafs or whatever were nice.

In her eye I think I seen she was talking but I guess I don’t speak plant eye talk much. A few times she waved a hand branch this way or another but I don’t know what it means. She handed my water back with most left still and like nothing ever happened she just walked away and didn’t look back once. I followed her for a while but she ran in the hills and I don’t know where.

I don’t know who the plant lady is but I hope she comes back some time. I wonder if she likes cinder beetle worms.