Buy It Good

I have a think about do something for a while and today was decide for do it why not I guess. I find some useful things when run around look for them but sometimes a thing is not useful for Sam. Also is I make some things and think maybe someone is want to trade for scrit or trade for trade. I wrap some nice flatbread and frut and a hunter rifle and ball bearings and other item maybe someone is want to get them from me. I get a board and spell with paint a name of store in my think it is BUY IT GOOD. I think is a nice name people are say easy and member. Plus is location at Fissure so good for people walk by. Maybe is crazy in my head for open a shop in Season of Withering but maybe also will be nice place for help people find they need it. If I am have customers maybe I add a nice spool and chairs for sell somebody lunch.

Nice Make of Grubs

Outside still is so cold season where things are look hard for the eat of something. I been lucky about my storage of foods not be ruint by the fire of Seawwconds and I been eat ok so far. Yesterday I find nice grubs under some rotty stump and even was a big fat grub too. I get the idea for make a nice diner for me and Jack with them grubs.

First I make savory grubs the way Grammy tell me about when I was a brat and help her in the kitchen. Grammy show me the special way for make them grubs so taste good and golden too. I get some green fungus for the good dirt taste them add and on a stick I make toast of some flatbread. It was get to be some big deal somehow because Sam is have fun in the kitchen and things are get like a game of make it more better and more better. The make of food is maybe better than even the eat of it.

My special make of savory grubs by follow the recipe of Grammy was the main food of it. I make them little ones in the look of a grub nest and also a big fat grub I put like the big jewel of the treasure crate. I serve them savory grub on a bed of nice bloodmoss and have the roasted fungus and toast too on the sides. Then I don't know why but I have the think of add a hardboil egg that Honeypie give me for a special treat and even I put two leafs for nice garnish of it. Also for go with it I make some coffee with good smell beans from the Blindman Trader. Too I put a nice sharp flower for pretty at the table. The end look of my diner was so glamour I had the think of not eat it until I show my friends but then maybe would be cold and cold grub is yuck. Jack and me sit right in my kitchen and have the eat of it so nice together and warm at the fire. I use food for a whole week and every dish and pan and pot I got in my kitchen for just me and Jack have some grubs but we smile the entire time so ok. I was so full belly after I curl up for have a nap right there on the floor by cook fire. Jack was curl up by me too and him quick start snore and twitch him leg and maybe I did too right after I don't know.

Scraps of Irony

I wake up today still with a little grumpus feel about the lose of my lucky coal in the masheen. Then I just decide Sam put it out of you think. I decide is ok because sometimes thing is lost or get broke or stole by someone mean and that is just the price of everything that is go ok. So ok my coal is gone too bad for me. I make up my mind for forget about it all because feel bad over what I am do nothing about is dumb in the think. Even I was feel better like the bad feel is lift off from me.

And then I find a box with a coal inside. I laugh and laugh so hard my face was hurt from it. I laugh the laugh where is make no sound just shake in you belly and try for breathe between waves of laugh at it. Sometimes I have the think of somebody is watch out for me and even if is not true I like the think of it so ok.

Pay The Frate

Sometimes I am member some thing Grammy was say in the beforetimes and the hear in my think is like was the first I ever hear of it. Maybe I was listen at them words when was a brat and now maybe I am more older I can know the mean of them old words I don't know. I wisht I could ask Grammy the mean of so much things.

Today I go for make very good things from a coal I find Sam was get so lucky. Everyone around now is talk and talk about make a war at someone else so I have a think maybe make bullets for be safe from I don't know what. But the masheen where was I make things give a sputter when I make them and not work right and it take my lucky coal for ever. Then was I so yell and kick at masheen so hard then cry and cry for poor Sam and then I just sit and have the so sad feel of a whole day. Once the Pigman lose my stuff when we were trade him never give my so good guns back like rob me but nothing is be done about it. Then after coal was gone I member the say of Grammy about when it go wrong and there is a lose of things. Grammy say you got to pay the frate sometimes. I never even know the mean of frate but now I think is maybe about what is go right about the world. For every coal or pretty gun anyone ever lost there is maybe even a hunerd things maybe more that are go right and nobody ever see them I bet. I guess nobody is give my coal or valuable glamour guns back ever but when I have a look at the things that are go so good and how many things are work fine or better then coal is just seem like any other fistful of gravel. Is still rotten but so lose a coal is just pay the frate and somebody always is pay them frate so ok. After I just go and throw stick for Jack he was not care about dumb coal either.

Dream of Uncredible Lines

I just wake up from the so amaze dream I have ever. I am even not know how to spell about it. I seen my house and all my undersand places but was like be underground and have the look at it from the far away. Is hard to say the way things were I guess.

The feel was everything is normal and I just watch it all and see the everything like was all a draw on paper I guess. It look some like the draws of Ztar so fine and make me look at it for the long time. All them things of mine were in my look too I was see everything in the draw of lines. I even seen where is Gnawbert rat hole and him ugly food too.

The ground all around was unvisible and my look was even across Fissure too. I was move some too like circle around my undersand house like maybe sandworms are crawl in underground. I seen my new kitchen it look good even in just lines and I seen Honeypie chicken and I seen she give two eggs. I was have the look of everything.

Also is so funny that I am not member when I go asleep. I was have some soup of green fungus and I member one fungus in it was taste some different like dirt. I guess I get the sleep feel after and lay down. I am not explain the way of it very much here in spell but I have the feel of not see things the same way now. Also when I check Honeypie she give me two eggs. I am so amaze of it.

Already Was Fire

I was have a look at Fissure from my tower and I seen where a new shack was be build near my house by where is my funny friend Blotto and next to Fissure edge. I seen also where people walk out and in like a place to go for people so I climb down for go have a see about it.

The new shack was so glamour inside and have the nice look of everything in a place. Over the door was a sign with the spell of BAR Grammy say that is where people get them hootch for get so drunk. But nobody was drunk or even inside except one old man.

I say hullo and him say hi what can I get you and I say do you have twine balls and he laugh a lot. Then he say about not stuff you want but hootch what are you drink. I point at something and say about I like some that one please. It was warm moss taste and make me choke a little.

I sit and the man say my name is Wackersteam and this bar is my bar so good for come on in and I say at him I seen you build here and thank you for the hootch. I say my name is Sam so you can call me Sam and I am live over there in the place of all burnt up. Him was laugh and say that place have a curse at it always burn down. I was so amaze and say what are you mean and Wackersteam sit in him old man chair and start tell a story.

"When I was younger I had me a shop where you live now. Nice little place considering the area. Made some fortunes lost some fortunes there. But one night this pair of drunk gravelheads get in to it with knives and broken bottles right there in the store. Tried to stop them but got a knife in my leg for trying. Well next thing you know a bottle of booze gets broke near the fire and blam the place is burning down around me."

Wackersteam was look away then like member some sad feel about him burnt place maybe. He say about all burn him house and store and all the things of him too. I nod at him and say I was so sad feel when was my house burnt too and we have a sad look at each other.

"Yeah it was a sad feel for sure kid. You build a thing you work hard at it and maybe one day it starts to pay off a little and them blam gone in a flash. It made me older Sam. Made me change on the inside some like maybe you did. It was horrible. I mean the place was a dump but at least it was my dump."

I seen in him eye maybe old man tear but he turn and face the hootch wall and make like dust them bottles. He talk like that with him back at me but I seen where he was dust at the same bottle maybe ten times so I don't know.

"There was only gristly bits left from them boys who started the fire so I guess that is some justice. Tell you though take it from a man who has lived a bit longer than you. The world is out to get you. All of it. So you better fight back and hang on because it ain't getting better anywhere that's for damn sure."

Him try for smile at me but I was see him inside sad. I was want to help and I say when my house burnt it was a mean man name Dan Seawwconds and he just burn my house for show everyone how mean is him. I even never met Dan Seawwconds and he burnt my house for nothing but mean. I tell him too that in my burnt house was a small cook fire and now in my house is the big nice kitchen so things maybe are get better. I think him was hear something in him head not what I say at him.

Wackersteam sit on him chair then and seem like far away look down at the floor. I drink all the I don't know moss hootch and look at him funny posters on the walls. I ask about who is the girl so glamour on a posterthere and I hear him little old man snore of take a nap. I was quiet like a mouse and put on him table some wood scraps and wires for the pay of moss hootch and I toe walk out of door of BAR and go back to my house. I was skip some then I don't know why.

So Cold

The air is freeze me in the breathe and my nose is like ice and Jack nose too. My new undersand house made from metal get so freeze I stay in my kitchen by cook fires. I run around look for useful things a little before get too cold I only find bits of fur. Maybe is Gnawbert fur because some oily.

I climb up to my tower for have a look at Fissure and the so cold is all around. I find a coat and hat when was warm time and save thems for now is cold. I borrow them clothes from a man I don't know him name but he was not need them clothes because dead. So ok mine then. I wahs him dead nasty out and lay in the sun for three days like Grammy say is make them clean again. Them hat and coat are keep me warm now I know the man was not die from freeze to death.

Last when was so cold I sleep in the Rot and only warm thing I have is a old sack smell like onion and scratch me too. This cold time is the so much better now. I stuff bits of fabric in my boots for warm in them and wrap my hands too for not break my finger from so cold. Everything is hurt more when is cold like hit at your thumb with hammer is so worse feel if is cold outside I don't know why.

Gnawbert

I know about what is the sound in my hear outside at night sometimes. It is a ratman name Gnawbert.

I was come home when sun is high for have a snack after run around and there was a thing it give me the fear at first. Him was sniff around at fire pit by my yard wall and has the look of big rat with hat and scarf all oily. He got them big teeth too you could make a weapon with stick and rope from them maybe. Him fur was disgraceful dirty.

I say at him hullo ratman and him squeak but low and screech I did not know the mean of it. Him then wave claws at me like want to scratch eyes out but I get a roasted buzzard leg and put down leg where ratman can grab it and say here is a snack for you. He sniff and sniff and grab the leg and eat so fast. He smile at me for the leg I think. I say my name is Sam so you can call me Sam and him rat nose was twitch and look around and then slow say him name of Gnawbert. I say I live there in them metal rust boxes where is all burnt up and Gnawbert say squeaky and point him claw for say him live under the big bush right near where is my house so we are neighbors of each other. I was have a hard time at understand him funny rat words from him funny rat mouth. I think he was say about like to hopscotch on my sidewalk and I clap but it make him jump so I stop.

Gnawbert was get real close at me for try to talk and I was smell him stink fur and old meat breath. I ask about where is you family Gnawbert and him look away funny like not want to say and then say him family all got kilt with poison. It give me the sad feel for Gnawbert. Then I think he sniff me like see what I might taste like so I show him my nail gun some and him step back.

Gnawbert is not know much talk words him point and wave a lot for tell you things. I am not sure of him talk but I think Gnawbert say about a tree he seen where is all different food in it like leafs but bacon and pumpkins and buzzard legs. I was just nod at ratman but I don't know. It is sound so crazy a food tree I don't think so. Maybe is also a cheese bush somewhere too probably not. But I was be nice at new neighbor so I just smile but inside my think is Gnawbert maybe unright in him head.

Worm Is True

I am still amaze at what I seen today. Always people say about sandworm and watch out them worm come from below and eat you in they ugly mouth. I also seen some sandworm tenders meats but I was think maybe is some other meat and butcher is not want to say what meat. I never seen any sandworm I was think they are some pretend time story but now today I know them true.

I was go run around look for things like every day but I run out by where is the town on a big bridge it give me the fear for worry about fall to death all day. In the far away there was a big brown blob in my look I think maybe was a bus but then I seen teeth so not bus. I get close but not danger close and I seen worm was not move him body just still in the sand.

I walk quiet like a mouse and have a look at ugly worm mouth. Him big front teeths look like cut you in half and I was nervous about him jump and eat me. But I still seen not move him body so I was think him is dead. I poke him with my pokey stick and him was dead. Also was him smell old and like spoilt gross. I just look and look at him huge worm body and shake my head like I don't know. Him is so big monster.

I look and look at the dead worm and crawl up on him head too I don't know why. The skin of him was thick and smell bad and some parts of him body is soft my foot almost go through him skin like stuck in mud. I was stand on him head and have a think about big worm crawl around in the sand and eat folks. Also I was wonder how many tenders can you cut from one worm I don't know but maybe is a lot.

Bleedy The Dirtman

When was two moons ago I learnt them people around here have special days call Hauly Day I guess because everyone is carry stuff around then. Last Hualy Day was call Helloween and that make folks dress up so give you the fear and also you get candy I don't know why. There was never special days where I was grow up so is all weird new at Sam. This Hauly Day has the name of Giftmas and there is a thing I am hear people say about is Giftmas Tree I think it is metal not wood but I don't know. Folks are stand around it and sing so ok.

Also someone was say about make a snowman for Giftmas but I only seen snow once in my whole life never around here so I don't know how that is part of Giftmas. Hauly Days are seem crazy mostly. But I like where I am live now so I try make them Hauly Days mine too and I make a snowman for in my yard but I make from dirt not snow. Since last Hauly Day was about scare people I was guess so is Giftmas about scare you so I make some decorate on him dirt head and body too. After I make him I give the name of Bleedy The Dirtman. Maybe I am write a song about him and sing it at people around the Giftmas Thing.

When I get back from run around look for things I seen where was people add to Bleedy they own spirit of the season decorate. I look at it all and have a think about nice friends I meet here and now are dear in my heart like Grammy say about some folks are dear in the heart. I was think about antler in my lung at first but that is not the mean of it. Is like love you have for people inside you. That has a funny sound. Maybe is hard to say I guess. But I get the glad feel about friends and then play pull at a stick with Jack.

Tyerz

I was look and look and look all day and not find no useful things around. I was get tired from run so much and I eat some bacon and give some to Jack too and we walk home. At the house of mine was wait Ztar my friend mutant we like to talk and play. One time she come over and eat some fire with she mouth. This time her wear some funny rings around she body I was not know why.

Ztar say hi Sam and I say hi Ztar what is you wear around today and Ztar say them has a name of tyerz. I am not know the right spell of it Ztar was not know it too so the sound spell of it is tyerz. I am not know what is the mean of them. Then Ztar give some tyrez to me and say Sam you wear them tyerz too so I put them on they are heavy. Then Ztar start to dance even when no music is in my hear and she was have fun too so I start dance too and we dance together in tyerz I don't know why.

Ztar also had a so big snake with the name of Charly. Snake was crawl around Ztar body when her was dance and I guess they are friends of each other. Dance with tyerz I was have fun but dance with snake I get the fear.

A Write Place

Me and Jack too stay inside and make more good the new home of us like I make a holder for torch with some cinderblock I find and put it at the so good place for light the room nice. Undersand is so dark you are even not know when the day outside. I decide about make a nice place with table for write my spells like this write here. I am write at this a lot so have a nice place for do it is good. I put on my table books from I find around and also not get burn in the fire of my before house. Some books are I don't know but some I can read they spells of things. Some are stink moldy too but still I like a book if even it is smell bad and rotty because somebody who live once make the write of it and now even them dead they still talk at you when you are read they write. I was wonder on maybe if my write here is ever be read by someone after the dead of me and maybe will they think about how I am talk at them from where I am dead. My head is funny with a think sometimes so I don't know. I put nice pictures on the wall of my write place one of a pretty lady take a nice drink. I think she is say at me have a nice drink Sam you new house is the so nice place for live in it so I say thank you picture lady and sip at some hootch I hide in my kitchen.